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🐝 Everywhere is Like This
🐝 Days Gone
🐝 Poisoned Children
🐝 i whited out my name
🐝 Poisoned
🐝 i whited out my name
🐝 Are you ok
🐝 Running from Crumbling Atlas
🐝 move
🐝 no home left
🐝 Immobilized
🐝 Join Me in the Shadows, burning string, just the ashes
🐝 Episodic Torture 16:15 Bedroom. Pacing. Bathroom. In front of the mirror. Water running. edited at Fort Funston to mitigate unhinged scribblings and adding a lot of stuff too with a musical score
🐝 subconxxxv (corrected due to past instances of mistaking v for x)
🐝 Momentum
🐝 I feel like I couldn't smile if you drew one on me
🐝 Coma White
🐝 Peaks
🐝 Life-Less
🐝 Too Dark
🐝 low
🐝 Flatlined
🐝 Didn't make it
🐝 Back
🐝 Talked
🐝 just stop thinking them and they'll stop i know its hard but not really
🐝 hey dairy
🐝 fundamentally broken
🐝 Bloodied Hand
🐝 rock bottom
🐝 Apex Depth
🐝 i am a microwave burrito and i need to be warmed.
🐝 Department of Indulgence
🐝 Out
🐝 feels
🐝 Discipline Over Fear
🐝 Given Nothing for Giving Up
🐝 O.D.D. or D.D.O. I mean I.O.D. or O.I.D.
🐝 Orders of Business
🐝 spaceless
🐝 Contaminant
🐝 micro hell
🐝 asleep
🐝 Worse
🐝 Outside Compulsive Disorder
🐝 I miss drawing
🐝 adapting
🐝 Dear Dairy
🐝 disgust follows
🐝 Lava Level
🐝 a moment of calm.
🐝 vapor-wave
🐝 targeted
🐝 no hug for rapist
🐝 nauSea
🐝 phone
🐝 walk_dog
🐝 Laundry Bureaucracy
🐝 | |
🐝 laundry
🐝 Risk Avoidance and Novelty
🐝 catland
🐝 workless
🐝 no signal
🐝 heat
🐝 Timeline February 13 - March 16
🐝 Dehydration
🐝 fren
🐝 The days are as tedious as before with nothing to look forward to
🐝 Think they left
🐝 Timeline 9:40-16:40
🐝 Timeline 9:40-11:31
🐝 laundry
🐝 I had to space this entry throughout the work day so I wouldn't get in trouble
🐝 Void
🐝 Void
🐝 missed_dog
🐝 a_wakened
🐝 the_end
🐝 walk_dog
🐝 Waiting, with the sound turned off
🐝 Burst into Flames
🐝 Planetarium
🐝 Paralysis
🐝 phoncallll
🐝 Ominous
🐝 Selling Sickness
🐝 May you find your worth in the waking world.
🐝 Hair Cut
🐝 Vindicate
🐝 Granted Passage
🐝 in my car parked and typing
🐝 Waves
🐝 Blanket of Fog
🐝 A Vast Ocean Wild, Lost, Uncrossed
🐝 Born to Die
🐝 Tasked
🐝 Awoken
🐝 pay
🐝 reminiscent music
🐝 reminiscent music
🐝 Monopoly
🐝 Monopoly
🐝 curator whwre do i go - picnic bench
🐝 Black Hole Dog House
🐝 A Gulf Between All the Things I need and the Things I receive
🐝 Pruning
🐝 curator whwre do i go - picnic bench
🐝 Pruning
🐝 Pruning
🐝 Apex Pu$$y
🐝 Pruning
🐝 Bridged
🐝 Federally Mandated Choking and Throwing Up
🐝 Broken Pattern
🐝 What a Shit Show a Boat is
🐝 Disenchanted by Life
🐝 Defeated
🐝 Born to Die
🐝 Outracing the Speed of Pain
🐝 Safety through Dead Babies
🐝 Drone Strike
🐝 Drone Strike
🐝 Tangible
🐝 USS San Francisco
🐝 Shoreline
🐝 Shoreline
🐝 Super Mario Sunshine
🐝 Super Mario Sunshine
🐝 One Year, No Sleep
🐝 Confined
🐝 Confined
🐝 I Have to Look Up Just to See Hell
🐝 Caffeinated
🐝 Make Me Great Again
🐝 thanks
🐝 Add-on
🐝 Cinematic
🐝 Days Gone
🐝 Days Gone
🐝 Days Gone
🐝 burnout
🐝 Smoke State
🐝 Hate all these cars on the road
🐝 about
🐝 burnout
🐝 My internet died
🐝 Hard R
🐝 wallet-sized
🐝 wallet-sized
🐝 Literal Fuckhead SF DA
🐝 subconxxxix: abandoned at my perch
🐝 Had a burrito and it wasn't bad
🐝 Swamp Avoidance Disorder
🐝 Coffee
🐝 neverTrap
🐝 Arcadia Half Moon Bay
🐝 e-mail
🐝 Spilled out
🐝 Alliance Gas Station - Half Moon Bay, California
🐝 planet
🐝 about
🐝 leave me alone i just want to go to the bathroom im not using your precious fucking table
🐝 Fast Food Latina2
🐝 Garbage Bag
🐝 pizza grocer
🐝 Some bitch named Daniel got fired from Respawn
🐝 Some bitch named Daniel got fired from Respawn
🐝 Bottle
🐝 i want to be alone when night falls
🐝 NWH
🐝 aspiress
🐝 aspiress
🐝 world of shit and managers
🐝 aspiress
🐝 lone contagion
🐝 lone contagion
🐝 original maps
🐝 phone call
🐝 subconxxxviii: rounded edges
🐝 subconxxxviii: rounded edges
🐝 breath
🐝 gutter glitter
🐝 Art Box
🐝 Hate
🐝 Dreamed
🐝 nighttime neon
🐝 branches
🐝 subconxxxvii: groundfrog
🐝 light
🐝 run
🐝 im on a bench
🐝 tired of punctuation
🐝 any more
🐝 out of touch
🐝 now 18:00
🐝 fear of the outside
🐝 sky kingdom
🐝 now 18:00
🐝 24 hours
🐝 i hy
🐝 get pumped
🐝 horndog misery
🐝 horndog misery
🐝 McVicker not van driesen
🐝 planet office
🐝 a lonely platform
🐝 subconxxxvi: contaminant
🐝 humans of flat
🐝 callcall
🐝 i slept again
🐝 pile of dead things
🐝 im parked
🐝 im parked
🐝 im in a parking lot
🐝 🎧downfall by fraunhofer diffraction
🐝 i bought the call of duty battle pass for 4.99
🐝 🎧paradise (feat. raff) -duett
🐝 🎧paradise (feat. raff) -duett
🐝 im at work
🐝 traumarama
🐝 settle down beavis
🐝 settle down beavis
🐝 small
🐝 humans of flat
🐝 walls
🐝 call of duty
🐝 asl
🐝 lapse
🐝 garbage land
🐝 life long
🐝 thinking about video games
🐝 -
🐝 meaning
🐝 -
🐝 writing is something you can do if you still have thoughts
🐝 drive
🐝 Nihilism Wins. Let’s run.
🐝 black light
🐝 rule
🐝 A fort
🐝 valueless
🐝 islands
🐝 one
🐝 new slang
🐝 filled with
🐝 a car
🐝 City
🐝 everyone leaves
🐝 subconxxxv: a motel parking lot
🐝 EEver Since
🐝 damage(d)
🐝 who i was
🐝 Mirror room
🐝 Changing
🐝 Music by the week
🐝 Fear
🐝 Gaming
🐝 nothing left to do
🐝 Back pain
🐝 Think about you
🐝 FO4
🐝 I keep getting spammed because I registered some domain names and it fills with rage and hatred and
🐝 Securty
🐝 Sitting outside
🐝 Industry
🐝 Burrowed
🐝 Scaled
🐝 Narcissism
🐝 A moment later
🐝 A minute
🐝 Out
🐝 Atlantis
🐝 Flowers
🐝 Job
🐝 A small amount
🐝 out of bed
🐝 work work work work work
🐝 crashes
🐝 recovery
🐝 Bed
🐝 In tears, always. In years, always.
🐝 thrown up
🐝 a single path
🐝 house
🐝 Forgiven
🐝 Priorities. Alone.
🐝 A pill
🐝 Get to you
🐝 a waste of writing
🐝 Like all my exits
🐝 Nighttime. I watched piper sleep like we were really together
🐝 In the sea
🐝 Returning
🐝 Band Aid
🐝 In a carousel
🐝 Morning
🐝 Loved my self I'd be shooting you
🐝 invisible vein
🐝 too tired to be myself. too tired to dream or go on
🐝 Audiobooks
🐝 the commonwealth
🐝 A million reasons I tel myself not to go out. But there's at least one reason I should.
🐝 back on earth
🐝 a mess
🐝 a park bench
🐝 a denial
🐝 here
🐝 Settling down
🐝 Rush
🐝 i'd say goodbye if it made any sense
🐝 a womb, an obliterated womb
🐝 On
🐝 alone
🐝 repeat
🐝 item
🐝 An invisible hell
🐝 visitor
🐝 bum fight
🐝 starbucks
🐝 Good
🐝 A pill to make the bleeding stop
🐝 living in seats
🐝 Loss
🐝 Junk
🐝 near end
🐝 🎧what if we could
🐝 fading into a tiny needle point
🐝 Notes
🐝 parallel worlds
🐝 People, using
🐝 Management
🐝 Fall
🐝 do i dream
🐝 Lost
🐝 where am i
🐝 sea turtle
🐝 next time
🐝 next time
🐝 next time
🐝 hope and facebook
🐝 Bathroom break
🐝 I shouldn't write at work
🐝 Girl
🐝 Floundering
🐝 somehow
🐝 Turn off pain
🐝 Distractions; not suicide
🐝 Plugged in feelings of usefulness
🐝 Pieces
🐝 standing up
🐝 Doors and windows
🐝 House in the past
🐝 Please please please
🐝 A grey sky that seems endless
🐝 Growth
🐝 Fulcrum
🐝 performance
🐝 far away
🐝 Helped. Neglect.
🐝 Left
🐝 Rebuild
🐝 the way it was from the last of us
🐝 Regret fixating. I need the charisma of youth to survive.
🐝 the world
🐝 Why wouldn't she respond to my messages, and why do I matter so little?
🐝 Bird
🐝 Lost
🐝 an animal wrapped in newspaper
🐝 ends.
🐝 Belonging and glass
🐝 Too much
🐝 Outside
🐝 Wind
🐝 electric streets
🐝 …
🐝 matter
🐝 attacks
🐝 fell
🐝 the future
🐝 Conservation
🐝 group projects
🐝 wonderful world
🐝 a painting
🐝 Tense
🐝 phone conversation
🐝 D
🐝 A cloud of smoke
🐝 Devoting
🐝 Some kind of stranger
🐝 A call
🐝 Diary
🐝 Diary
🐝 Diary
🐝 Permission
🐝 marriage
🐝 benevelont
🐝 Lost
🐝 reflect
🐝 Try afaun
🐝 held back
🐝 turn off pain
🐝 dream world
🐝 sick
🐝 turning
🐝 twisting street lights in the darkness make me lonely, too
🐝 subconxxxiv: we fade to grey
🐝 destiny
🐝 im special
🐝 dishonored
🐝 off
🐝 racing past life and into a comfortable grave
🐝 big screen
🐝 ending
🐝 red
🐝 a walk among lizards chipmunks and foxes
🐝 injustice / punishment
🐝 worth & purpose
🐝 reading music
🐝 im a nightmare. monochrome
🐝 cold medicine. third day of a seven day.
🐝 poor hallucination
🐝 about
🐝 a name
🐝 iness
🐝 the minimum wage
🐝 mother
🐝 in sleep
🐝 2300
🐝 poor
🐝 video games
🐝 Animals
🐝 Animals
🐝 to make you numb
🐝 new ideas about old things
🐝 bates
🐝 Animals
🐝 three days
🐝 Dancing
🐝 Petting her ears
🐝 cat vomit
🐝 constant food consumption
🐝 Machinations
🐝 Loser, lost.
🐝 rain falling
🐝 today
🐝 Too
🐝 Unhealthy
🐝 Today's panic attack; today I ran.
🐝 Borderlands
🐝 in this house
🐝 Down
🐝 paper trails
🐝 Hell's not hot. It's grey.
🐝 Wandering
🐝 Romance
🐝 sustained
🐝 a bird
🐝 cuddly
🐝 work
🐝 anonymous
🐝 today
🐝 yesterday
🐝 hey
🐝 sick
🐝 crystal caverns/lotus
🐝 better nights
🐝 Stern Grove
🐝 A blonde in Grace Cathedral
🐝 "The sky was blonde like her"
🐝 Blonde
🐝 last night
🐝 fool
🐝 Disney princesses
🐝 midnight
🐝 wwwwwwwvague feeling of almost crying
🐝 trees & stars
🐝 again
🐝 subconxxxiii: leaving
🐝 subconxxxii: breaking
🐝 thoughtful
🐝 dear
🐝 and then i went to the water
🐝 movement
🐝 and i will
🐝 all around
🐝 sky animals
🐝 nothing
🐝 moonshine
🐝 de
🐝 beauty
🐝 tron
🐝 morning walk
🐝 amublances
🐝 this world
🐝 Obsession
🐝 earnest
🐝 gratitude
🐝 in love again
🐝 the law -emily jane white
🐝 the limb clinic
🐝 shitty beliefs
🐝 subconxxxi: Serenade
🐝 cry
🐝 goes away
🐝 weight
🐝 fairy dance
🐝 care
🐝 in
🐝 hhhhhh
🐝 I didn't look at much but I saw a lot.
🐝 beh
🐝 just now
🐝 intersection
🐝 Begun
🐝 morning
🐝 bleeding
🐝 Gah
🐝 goodbye
🐝 enough
🐝 a maniqueen of depression
🐝 magic
🐝 shaking
🐝 fight song
🐝 obligato
🐝 i wasn't so entranced with hearing myself speak because i was entranced with hearing her speak
🐝 in place
🐝 in it
🐝 Insect
🐝 become
🐝 potential
🐝 I never ever believed in me.
🐝 White trash
🐝 subconxxx a trip to the teeth
🐝 Night
🐝 8:18
🐝 a girl called
🐝 pummel
🐝 I think I should see a doctor again
🐝 Driving
🐝 sitting in bed with a gold cat
🐝 subconxxix
🐝 Rain
🐝 bookend
🐝 adolescence
🐝 sreen
🐝 L
🐝 we
🐝 doors
🐝 okay
🐝 wish
🐝 hide
🐝 great
🐝 day
🐝 202
🐝 people insects
🐝 things
🐝 ,
🐝 it
🐝 oo
🐝 hold
🐝 5:10
🐝 day
🐝 great
🐝 pain
🐝 compelment
🐝 -
🐝 �
🐝 -
🐝 for
🐝 iiv
🐝 again
🐝 nostalgia
🐝 subconxviii: kurt
🐝 love yourself
🐝 why
🐝 time, no
🐝 Music
🐝 jack in the box
🐝 glass
🐝 Don't.
🐝 all
🐝 person
🐝 conversation
🐝 ,blah
🐝 button
🐝 shame
🐝 turn into the whole wide world i made up
🐝 help
🐝 infallible pool
🐝 later
🐝 Three notes
🐝 pages
🐝 though
🐝 though
🐝 there
🐝 egg
🐝 them
🐝 gone
🐝 out
🐝 message
🐝 ever
🐝 worthless
🐝 went to move car
🐝 glowpooch
🐝 otherwise
🐝 recluse
🐝 looking at plants.
🐝 I
🐝 stars
🐝 fuck it and fuck her.
🐝 help me
🐝 2010
🐝 brother and mother are fighting
🐝 hogwild
🐝 -
🐝 everyone will come.
🐝 car cushions
🐝 list
🐝 -
🐝 a train
🐝 kitten kats
🐝 animals
🐝 subconxvii: unmoved
🐝 puppets
🐝 pian
🐝 wish #1
🐝 photographs
🐝 i wish that i could be a king
🐝 Im going to try to think of this thing
🐝 ssssss
🐝 woof
🐝 subconxvi: stand
🐝 what is this
🐝 legz
🐝 every girl's my girlfriend
🐝 child on the side of the road
🐝 homework
🐝 world
🐝 friend bed
🐝 You have cured a million ghosts from roaming in my head
🐝 fumes
🐝 leaving hope three times in a row
🐝 burnedt
🐝 leaving hope
🐝 leaving hope
🐝 Soldier of War
🐝 subconxv: iceskating
🐝 drop that zero and getwith the heroz
🐝 joy division
🐝 this is a dialogue that needs to end it needs to end so that i can write things
🐝 another dispute between two disparate places
🐝 but still scary
🐝 tum dum dum
🐝 i changed the world
🐝 -
🐝 running shoes
🐝 -
🐝 10
🐝 bursting fruit
🐝 -
🐝 -
🐝 Glass
🐝 change.
🐝 rtteotw
🐝 llll
🐝 IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TOMORROW
🐝 thank dairy
🐝 i bought lemonade and brought moshi to a party
🐝 i bought lemonade and brought moshi to a party
🐝 leave a scare
🐝 goodbye
🐝 hhhhh
🐝 goats so many
🐝 Pop
🐝 baby
🐝 a toy piano in my head that doesn't produce a single thought
🐝 n
🐝 drunk
🐝 short pieces
🐝 indigo
🐝 c
🐝 this stupid song describes my every night
🐝 made sick by the bitches
🐝 toy poodles
🐝 everything pure is constantly being corrupted here
🐝 knife until the final nice
🐝 "So far, so much between�"
🐝 fading like a glass balloon
🐝 nife
🐝 not that i ever really did??
🐝 meandering still meandering me me me
🐝 we apologize
🐝 sob songs
🐝 fuck this fucking day fuck
🐝 -
🐝 III arena fight
🐝 oops
🐝 nice until the final slice
🐝 legs knuckles knees
🐝 am i getting dumber
🐝 the end again again
🐝 it sucks
🐝 fade
🐝 happy america
🐝 "give me your hair i'll never give you flowers"
🐝 I have no more left to put out, oh god it's almost over isn't it
🐝 round like a poliwhirl
🐝 ice cream sunday
🐝 ice cream sunday
🐝 ice cream saturday
🐝 i.v.
🐝 prim n prime
🐝 einseict
🐝 most of the time
🐝 Concrete
🐝 This is a very uninteresting and pedestrian entry, but I need it to figure out what the fuck just happened.
🐝 front
🐝 front
🐝 exh
🐝 bird
🐝 -
🐝 er
🐝 im on wellbutrin
🐝 -
🐝 perfect
🐝 go
🐝 convoluted
🐝 short one
🐝 angry entry
🐝 hhhh
🐝 1 3 4 49 10 2 3
🐝 subconxiv: disappear, alleluia
🐝 "sound turned off"
🐝 "a glass balloon"
🐝 routine
🐝 too
🐝 keep your head low
🐝 i don't want to be tested
🐝 feeling like a blob
🐝 im feeling like a dog
🐝 less
🐝 tell
🐝 oakland
🐝 burned down
🐝 audition
🐝 subconxiii
🐝 if i walk away i won't care if you lie or who it's with
🐝 don't know why i care
🐝 mind's made up
🐝 mama mia
🐝 quickfix
🐝 stack unstack
🐝 comfortfood
🐝 ds
🐝 miceballs
🐝 safety
🐝 ness
🐝 flap
🐝 sleep time
🐝 songs
🐝 Won't know why
🐝 caninecaddy
🐝 a balloon
🐝 cake
🐝 in ten years
🐝 broken sticks
🐝 void.
🐝 photos
🐝 01 i hate her i don't hate her.m4a
🐝 "there's a man all alone, telling me his friends are gone"
🐝 other things
🐝 profile
🐝 live
🐝 crash
🐝 bottled
🐝 ritalin.
🐝 missed
🐝 ram:1:husky
🐝 when it rains it pours that is what they say and it's apt
🐝 16 clumsy and shy, that's the story of my life
🐝 looked at him
🐝 subconxii: bodies
🐝 ears and mouths
🐝 subconxi: kitting
🐝 Some do it fast
🐝 -
🐝 A lot of things went wrong even though I tried to believe they weren't.
🐝 Creatures stuffed and plush
🐝 miss.
🐝 i say it's me or drugs, you choose drugs
🐝 stgand drivebackhome
🐝 house on fire
🐝 wilted
🐝 call
🐝 trying to find gba games
🐝 Water
🐝 rhyming synthesizers
🐝 no need for flowery descriptions
🐝 bad handwriting broken cameras broken everythings
🐝 world in photograpphs
🐝 boy and a cloud
🐝 clean sheets
🐝 re-
🐝 sinned
🐝 subconx: petting bee
🐝 chauvinistick
🐝 I like this here
🐝 chickcaboob
🐝 the end of sandwiches
🐝 �uh
🐝 friday 13 and miscellaniia
🐝 duhmb
🐝 'somebody's baby boy ain't coming home tonight'
🐝 nachtmusik
🐝 format
🐝 Cranium
🐝 vidual
🐝 subconix: brothers
🐝 meater
🐝 Pop-Tart: Exhaustion eats up three days
🐝 Floodlight
🐝 Bababa
🐝 nice
🐝 Thompson
🐝 QUACKQUACKQUACKQUACKQUACKQUACK
🐝 subconviii: I'M SO EMPTY� here without you.
🐝 Little Wooden Dolls
🐝 Popple Bangin'
🐝 Hot Dog Story
🐝 clumsily
🐝 wasssssss
🐝 Photographers are the backwash of Entertainment
🐝 This one is about Scarlett Johansson
🐝 subconxii: Seven
🐝 need more eye-close
🐝 tick
🐝 subconxi: bright red
🐝 Lithiou
🐝 subconx
🐝 Box ROT
🐝 subconix: found and lost
🐝 subconviii: piss is sterile
🐝 Voice
🐝 I must fix it.
🐝 Flower + Suffocation
🐝 Fever
🐝 subconvii: Shampoo and Dicks in Tree
🐝 subconvi
🐝 Lithium and What it does
🐝 Black Things
🐝 Chicken Brewskies and Rabbit Keys
🐝 This one is too convoluted
🐝 subconv: angie at the door
🐝 Walk
🐝 Bench
🐝 subconiv: batsun
🐝 Abloy, Betty, Child, Old Man
🐝 I.R. Chicken
🐝 subconiii: eminem
🐝 Nacho is life
🐝 ACSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS is Old
🐝 Death Cock
🐝 Headhachet
🐝 subconii: betty
🐝 50 Cent and it's a DollarrDollarDollarDollar DD33
🐝 subconi: graphic
🐝 Piano, Popple, Middle Aged, Dopple
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