August 19, 2021
Hi. I'm on my post-run hike. Dirt trails. Birds. DrDisRespect. Should be nice. Or at least as nice as it is on average. I'm always kind of bothered. But all I can think about is work, being nervous about work, being nervous about where I can go if not there, nervous about being targeted and messed with. Trees shimmering in a cool breeze rolling in. I drafted an e-mail about my dissatisfaction with HR and how it contributes to unhealthy workplace culture. Want to send it anonymously but nervous about that too.
Would like to quiet my thoughts, I don't know why it's become so difficult. I need escape valves, many ways to escape, so I never feel trapped.