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April 15, 2007

Lately, everything hurts more.

Ive become aware of how much women try to manipulate me and fuck with my head to build their own egos.

And how I feel like the ugliest person in the room at a party.

and how I'm trapped in a wheel of nothing and nowhere.

and how i'm constnatly on the verge of tears
and only songs make them come out.

and i think th ereason i always feel like i'm on the verge of a nervous breakdownn, but never fall, is because of my ocd. i need to protect my things

and last night at a party my friend just kept trying to get me to leave

and i feel like this isn't sttuff i can brush off

because it just piles up. and never goes away

i want to be institutionalized