June 28, 2009|
Haven't been depressed for a really long while. Didn't realize it until I felt a bit of depression a few days ago. It was strange and foreign but familiar. Sometimes things will occur to make me upset, but the intensely despairful depression has not hit in a while, which is so strange.
I am sleepy but yesterday I saw a squirrel, petrified on a fence. looking alive
i can't write anymore
I have very little focus lately. usually writing here is simple, but even this is hard.
there are a lot of things i want to do but can't because of this.
ive been wokring out though
and things are good with the lady