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rock bottom
May 31, 2022
was having a hard time after work last night. didnt find any reason to feel good about anything. just wanted some comfort or something. was in a dark grocery store parking lot listening to the end of the world. ajones was talking about single parent households in terms of violence and crime. saying how much more likely we are to kill ourselves. maybe that's what happens. maybe you get so fed up with my life not getting better that you think it's better to make it worse so that i make it better. maybe that's not what happens. maybe it just ends. maybe if's just over when no one is left to make it tolerable. maybe that's how it should be