July 23, 2021|
Woke up with better than usual energy.
Keep thinking of the last chick.
Accidentally saw a picture of her walking around a park the day after we met. Evocative image, bright hot day, seemed distinct from the monotonous loneliness of every other day.
Shouldn't have ever talked to her again because it enabled me to become dependent on her again.
Angry that I can't f her and didn't get any underwear pix.
Angry that she could be with someone else.
Wish I was appealing enough to be into someone else.