September 05, 2016|
Don't feel at all good about myself today. Was going to go hiking at the spot. But the streets and trails are crawling with Bay Area vermin. I feel so useless and I feel like I'm just staring into a void that is supposed to be a future but I don't have any prospects. I walked past the fence that used to hold my room. I felt an acute pain. I felt like the girl would still be around if I had my room behind that fence. I feel so badly about myself. I feel like I'm not holding it together. Fast food fast food.