October 13, 2011
19:39
Skipped class today.. I never do that. But the substitute was so boring. Helped mom with shopping instead. Finally headed there at about 5. tried getting peter pan on the way there. was getting more and more nauseous and anxious as i approached school. realized the anxiety she causes me, the goth not my mom. realized that when im driving to school and getting more nervous it's not because i have class. its the possibility of encountering her. and she is the reason i want to do nothing but go home and masturbate to girls i dont know.
and . i have trouble focusing again. like i did a while ago, how it was all the time
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