September 11, 2016|
I slept a lot today which is I think good. I keep having dreams about the girl in which she is nice and accepting and loving and I find those difficult to understand. I should go to the gym and shower but I'm so tired of being so public every time I need to go to do these private things. I think having to go to the bathroom might actually be worse than showering because people get so impatient.
I've never liked going to the bathroom in public because I always spend so long on cleaning myself and people get all impatient and
I don't know. If I do it in a grocery store I typically buy something but I feel like everyone can see right through me, see that I'm a bum.