July 10, 2004|
Sleep deprivation is the most horrible thing ever. I've just been this eat-and-internet slug frequently dropping into pits of full-blown depression.
On Internet I probably seem somewhat alive but I am just dragging myself on the floor, from task to task and barely that. I mostly sit in front of the monitor, temperature rising, eyes becoming more and more bloodshot.
It's somewhat tolerable on cool days, I know I can make it to the next day and hopefully be normal by then. But then the sun hovers over and I hate it.
Today wasn't as hellish as the others until tonight, when the lack of sleep caught up.
I try to but it's too boring to lay down.
I hope I'm normal by tomorrow.