August 09, 2021
13:22
I've had enough pressure washing for the day.
The whole time totally preoccupied with possibilities that frighten me. But I also seem able to adapt to different possibilities. Already thinkkng how I can manage to be homeless and why it's not so bad as long as I can just cling onto something or something else.
As flawed and self-destructive as it is to think as I do, that things just fall into place, I am almost relieved that I didn't aspire to be anything and have no career to turn my back on or family that I'm dragging into the streets with me.
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