October 31, 2015
12:19
Last night I went to a club as usual every Friday night. I was against a wall just kind of swaying not really feeling it. A bunch of girls in front of me making me uncomfortable. Then one of them pulls her friend to the side, motions to me, laughs, and they leave.
I tried sending one more message to the girl I liked, just to open the door, received a politely dismissive reply that a more oblivious person would respond to. I left her alone.
I feel repulsive.
The world is cruel and growing colder.
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