December 07, 2008|
i don't know how people keep it up, motivation. Being driven. I feel like it's such an effort to stay motivated. to stay driven, keep my eye on the prize. I don't really believe in myself at all, that is why. Every attempt is a struggle because i don't believe in myself
i look at notes i've written when i started school. and im not that much different from then, but to get back to that point requires such a shift in mind. it seems completely foreign.