December 30, 2008
16:04
dear dairy
i am very unhappy today and also lazy and unmotivated and also lost
i realize that i am only happy when she talks to me because everything else between us is wrong, and so it's an injection of attention that keeps me going but as soon as it goes away i feel worthless
i also feel like she doesn't care unless she's talking to me
i don't know where reality is
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