November 02, 2010
23:25
One of the days that has been less common, a day on which I feel stupid throughout. practiced singing, felt stupid, practiced singing with someone, felt stupid because when i thought it sounded like i was going i nthe right direction she'd say why i wasn't, talked to someone i thought i kind of got along with and sort of mentioned doing something outside of school without even realizing the implications or that i was even really saying it, got kind of made fun of, got told outright that i wouldn't get a role i want in some musical production, felt badly about myself by the end of the day, didn't feel so great
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