January 12, 2006
20:03
I really had to pee on the way back, and I thought it would suck so much if I crashed the car and soiled myself. How I'd tell people about it, how that was the worst part.
I think it'd be the most demasculinizing part, assuming I wasn't paralyzed or something, to lose control of my damned bladder and spill it all over myself like a mongoloid.
And I wondered how I'd describe it.
Sometimes I fantasize about having a passenger.
Sometimes that passenger varies.
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