January 01, 2009
23:32
dear dairy
i dont feel like anyone likes me or cares about me or wants to see me
no one calls back
i'm bored
being bored means being depressed for me
i think i keep expecting that regardless of who enters another person's life, that person will always feel the same way they always did before
but i don't really think that's true
i wish i were more optimistic about humans
i'm the same way though, people lose meaning, when you find people who have their traits
like an upgrade
i wish someone would call me back
I'm pathetic and worthless
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