December 07, 2015
08:18
My mother makes me so tense and scared. The weekend wasn't scary. I went to PlayStation experience. I loved seeing people so excited about things I didn't care about but cared about when they did and I loved being into something
I came home to mom
I'm trying to get nature conservation job. Going to something that I felt very engaged and made me realize how disengaged I am most of the time and how I need to pursue more experiences that make me feel present. So I'm really going to try to get this nature conservation work because I feel it will keep me in reality. And I am going to try not to give up and to keep pursuing it unless I see something more interesting
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