August 04, 2021|
Some organizing, cleaned sheets and pillows. bedwear. Apex Legends. Persistent unending dread about work and working with that person for most of my schedule I want my old schedule back. Wondering what's wrong with me that I have so much dread and fear but maybe it just means I hate my job and maybe that's normal. Just wish I had self-esteem and felt capable of choosing my own path. Wish I could have days where it doesn't feel like the floors of Hell are caving in onto my life.