January 04, 2010|
I don't much feel like dancing tonight, but I'm going to. I really don't feel like dancing tonight.
I don't know. I arranged to go there several days ago, New Year's eve.
But I don't feel like sticking it to anyone. I don't feel like being seen. And I hurt so much. In my stupid bloated heart.
I didn't cry. It just felt like my face was a big tear satchel. I feel especially vulnerable. Because this is the present. This is right now. Maybe I will cry.