June 12, 2006
23:00
I've hurt someone, and I didn't mean to.
I didn't realize. I didn't think I had any right to know her life, and because of that, I shut myself off to what was about to happen. To all the feelings that would consume us, and I eventually hurt her.
And now I just want things to be how they were. It was special to me, too, and it was fast, and it was beautiful, and now it's just all falling apart, and I am sad, too.
and now I'm on the phone.
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