November 08, 2016|
There were two terrifying spiders on my car ceiling last night. Woke up and for some reason things seemed possible. My development as an artist. Feeling okay.
Maybe from taking my meds but they just reduce anxiety. Maybe that's what I need more than anything. Either way I took more immediately.
Watched the Mephistopheles of Los Angeles and could hear better. Something is different. Listened to Killing Strangers. Felt sadder more like I'm supposed to.
A raccoon in the yard looked as big as a pit bull, and I thought it was one.
It crawled up the fence, into a sky the color and shape of cotton candy.
Hugged the fence to balance, like a furry, fat train.