July 26, 2021
16:13
Got the vehicle bill paid off big relief.
Relieved, talked to dad about how I'll help him tomorrow. Turned into him shocked and horrified I hadn't been vaccinated. I mentioned that I don't think it's even been approved by the FDA yet for non emergency use and he said thats not true stop listening to those people on the radio youre a fucking moron kill yourself
that's how it felt anyway
too emotional on phone to mom i dont know how much is chemical dependence how much is a legitimate reaction how much is me just acting oit because i learned its ok to do around some people
i dont like it. i hate being so emotional. just out of control and then feels like a relief briefly before feeling very tedious and pathetic and needless.
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